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[03 Oct 2007|12:59pm]
 versayrocknrol: thats why i didnt want to be like "oh, sex blah sex blah blah boobs" cause i really like you and i really think we are good together but im glad your cool with it now.



fuck yes. someones getting some tonight.
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[03 Oct 2007|11:15am]
what the fuck do i have to do to make my boyfriend have sex with me.


grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr 
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[19 Sep 2007|11:19am]
 I work at the outback steakhouse. 

and i go on dates with a boy named Jeff, who is one of the best looking people i have ever seen.



I'll write more when i get home, from my date tonight.
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[07 Aug 2007|02:03pm]
i have a second interview at chanel on thursday.




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[18 Jul 2007|08:45pm]
i move to albany in two or three weeks. 



wish me luck.
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[17 Jun 2007|10:39am]
1. What are your initials?
sjb.

2. What is your favorite thing to wear?
well, sweats. but my favorite normal clothes are my skinny jeans and my new white shirt i gotthe other day.

3. Last thing you ate?
a blue snowcone.

5. I say Shotgun, you say?
no. i have shotgun.

6. Last person you hugged?
dan.

8. How many U.S states have you been to?
6.

9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in?
just one.

10. Does anyone you know wanna date you?
besides my boyfiend, i dont think so.

11. Name something you like physically about yourself?
my teeth.

12. Who is your best friend?
lisa.

13. Have you ever ran away?
no.

14. Why are you still up?
it's 10:43 in the morning.

15. Who/What made you angry today?
well, i've only been up for a few minutes.

16. Favorite Food?
pizza.

17. Favorite holiday?
black friday, for other reasons. but i like christmas too.

18. Do you download music?
no, i buy it on i-tunes.

19. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
no.

22. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?
once. after i had surgery dan played his bass and sang me a song. it was sweet.

23. Do you love anyone?
yes. very much so.

24. Do you like Bush?
im not a huge fan.

25. Have you ever bungee jumped?
no. i've been onthe sky coaster at darien lake, but not bungee jumping.

26. Have you ever gone white-water rafting?
no.

27. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
yes. nasty.

28. How much money do you have in your wallet?
like 300 and something.

29. Have you met a real redneck?
plent of them.

30. How is the weather right now?
sunny. and warm.

31. What are you listening to right now?
nothing.

32. What is your current fav song?
im not sure. i like lots of songs.

33. What was the last movie you watched?
dream a little dream.

36. What are you afraid of?
bugs.

37. How many piercings have you had?
7.

38. How many pets do you have?
dan and i have two kitties.

39. What's one thing you've learned recently?
wear sunscreen.

40. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
white chocolate mocha. iced or hot. yum.

42. Have you ever fired a gun:
no. but a pressure washer is almost the same thing, right?

43. Are you missing someone?:
heather.

44. Fav. TV show?
well, i love new york 2 is starting soon. im excited.

45. Do you have an iPod?
i did, but the hard drive crashed. i dont want anther one.

46. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celeb?
maybe a few times.

48. Who would you like to see right now?
i would like to see dan get out of bed sometime soon.

49. Favorite movie of all time?
wedding crashers.

50. Do you find yourself loved?
yeah.

51. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to?
yep.

52. Favorite flower(s)?
i like roses and lillies.

53. Butter, plain, or salted popcorn?
butter.

54. What Magazines do you read?
i dont.

55. Have you ever ridden in a limo?
yeah.

56. Has anyone you were really close to passed away recently?
not recently.

58. What's something that really bugs you?
sonny when im trying to sleep.

61. What's your favorite smell?
mangos and peaches.

62. Favorite baseball team?
im not a big baseball watcher.

63. Favorite cereal?
oreo o's.

65. What's the longest time you've gone without sleep?
almost a day.

66. Last time you went bowling?
about a month or so ago.

67. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
in a creepy motel in maryland.

68. Who was your last phone call?
i dont know.

69. Last time you were at work?
yesterday 3:00.

70. What's the closest orange object to you?
a pack of orbit gum.

71. What did you drink today?
some dew.

72. What did you do last night?
field days
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[02 Jun 2007|10:09pm]
i got a new tattoo 2 weeks ago. i'll post pictures. I NEED A NEW CAMERA, BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT ONE TO GET.


anywho, people let me know what kind of camera i should get. mine broke :(
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[21 May 2007|08:22pm]
i bought a chanel wallet and a pair of chanel shoes the other day. they match. cute. im allow myself to buy really expensive things because i work around 60 hours a week. it sucks and i dont have a life, but the paychecks are nice, as well as the overtime. i'm thinking about getting an appartment. like a new place to live. maybe a little farther away from my moms house. maybe oswego or something. i'll have to look. i want to get a puppy too. and go back to school. i cant believe its almost june and i havent done anything with my life. im thinking about getting another tattoo. on my inner wrist. something mehndi like. i have a few ideas. i got my hair cut and highlighted not that long ago. $165. eeps. but it looks cute. i'd show pictures but my $750 digital camera broke. i'll get a new camera sometime soon. i saw shrek 3 last night. it was cute. pirates comes on on friday. i'll be seeing it on saturday with jennie when she comes home. i want to stay with her for a couple months this summer. maybe she can help me get my life back. i dont know what happened. i want to be in 10th grade again. and HAVE to get up every morning and go to school. have my days planned for me. i dont like being a grown up and living my own life. i want to go back to school really bad. i just wish it wasnt such a loooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggg drive every morning. i think maybe if i do go back ill take a bus from fulton to syracuse every morning. i dont want to go to boces. it's expensive and cheap at the same time. it costs more to go to boces than it does to go to the school i was going to, but you dont get as much out of it like you do at my school. maybe i'll call tomarrow and start back up in the fall. yeah. yesterday was heathers birthday and i didnt even talk to her. it's sad when your best friend gets married and moves to kentucky. i dont talk to her much at all.






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[16 May 2007|09:47pm]
YO. i dont use this thing anymore. ANWHO. i work too much and dont have time for anything. the end.
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[08 Jan 2007|05:37pm]
a lot has happened lately. well, not a lot but enough to make me go completely nuts. i no longer go to phillips. thank god. it's not what i want to do, so why waste my time. i couldnt stand any of the people there and i was by far the youngest person there. not a good time. i want to go to this school in california. it's outrageously expensive and completely amazing. the housing looks like something off the real world. it's a runway makeup school. thats what i really want to do. runway makeup. i'd be good at ti too. if only i had the money to go. ugh.

i talked to jen about moving to albany. it would completely change my life. all i do now is wake up, go to work, and watch t.v. i havent talked to dan about it yet. i know he wont want to go. i dont know if i would go without him. i've seen him every day for the past year. and i couldnt leave him to pay all of the bills at the house. i dont know what to do. i know i really just want to get out of here. i would already have a job lined up as a server where jen works. make a good 250 in tips every night and have nick lachey tell me i like the color green.


i hate always coming to my moms house because i cant stand to be at my house alone. i just want to lea
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[10 Dec 2006|06:46am]
it's been forever since i've updated. and A LOT has happened.


surgery went well. in case you didnt know i had surgery on monday. i had this lump on one of my lymph nodes and they had to remove it because my docter thought it was cancerous. not good. i havent gotten my test results back yet. hopefully it'll be good news. the surgery was rough though. they put me to sleep, so i didnt really feel a thing but when i woke up it was hell. it was scary too, having to be in a hospital bed with an IV hooked up to you. i tried my best not to cry. im on pills that make me a little loopy. i was back on my feet the day after i got surgery. im always a trooper when it comes to recovering from surgery. i dont let it get to me. my stiches itch like hell. ugh.

i got a tattoo. yay. a huge diamond on my foot. its on my myspace. yippie.

i took 2 weeks off of work, thinknig i was going to be in bed for two weeks. now i have another whole week with nothing to do.

i havent gone to school for 2 weeks, and i really dont want to go back. buuuuut i have to. ugh.

im almost done with my christmas shopping. i still dont know what to get dan. and his birthday is in 10 days. i know he needs a new cell phone. his broke. he wants one of those chocolate phones. iiiii dont knoooooooooooow.

and i want to go to albany for new years.

i really want to move to albany. well i just want to live in a city. and i want to live there now and not go to school any more. well, i want to go to school, just not now. i need time to myself. a lot has happened lately and i don't even know where time goes anymore. i can't believe it's already december.


i really dont want to go to school anymore.

dan please get home soon so we can go to sleep. i miss you. <3

i love you. more than you'll ever know.
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[16 Nov 2006|10:43pm]
a lot has happened.



JENS GETTING MARRIED!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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[13 Oct 2006|02:02am]
the strokes show was AMAZING. gah.



camping this weekend.

i cut my hair. my birthday is in two weeks from today. yip. im not doing anything special. i'll probably have to work anyway.


dan got us sabres tickets for next friday. my early birthday present. even though i dont really enjoy hockey too much. oh well. i'll have fun.


dans fishie died the other day, so we got a new one. we named him squirt. cutes. we also bought way too many halloween decorations, and halloween candy, just in case we get some trick or treaters. buuuut we're going to have to buy more candy because we kinda ate most of it. tubbies.
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[15 Sep 2006|06:44am]
i started school. it's pretty good. there are like 20 kids in my class. it's just like regular school. all we've done so far is bookwork. and i always get a shitload of homework. we dont only do beauty stuff, we have to do like school subjects too, like biology and history. yeah, it sucks. but i met new friends and life is good. the drive to syracuse is a pain in the ass, but i'll get used to it.


dans gone. another little buisness trip is domiano. ugh. i hate his stupid over night jobs. dan doesnt go to college anymore either. who knows what he's going to do. it feels funny, and is funny, that when im on the computer and in not talking to dan like i used to ever day before school. it was cute. i miss him.

we're getting our dry walling in our housie done tomorrow. yippie. then we can paint.


dan and i have 2 kitties now. sonny and vivian. viv was a stray out by my moms house, sweetest kitty in the world. she's a long haired calico kitty. and sonny loves her.

sonny's getting so big. he does this thing at night where if you dont pet him he'll rub his wet nose all over your face. so here i am trying to sleep, and the cat wont stop with the nose thing. it's insane.

im hungry. i like to pack lunch for school, but we're out of bread.

i guess i have to go to school.

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[06 Sep 2006|03:55pm]
school starts next tuesday. eeps.
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[17 Aug 2006|04:32pm]

dan and i got a kitty




meet sonny.

i'm sure you'll be seeing more!
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[04 Aug 2006|10:31pm]

my mom just tried telling me i was 15. like seriously. drunk.

 

last week i had to stay at moms house and watch the pups while she was on vacation. it was nice because dan and i had the entire house to ourselfs. well we were going to go to the drive in on friday. i left my keys inside because we were going to take his car. so i went to go back inside to get some things we forgot, but i didnt have my keys. dummy. so we were locked outside. dan had to break a window. beautiful.

 

dan and i broke up. but it only lasted a few hours. i hate fighting. 


then i locked myself out of my own house and had to sit out in the hot hot hot hot hotness untill dan got out of work and saved me. now im covered in bug bites. not a real good time. 


i died my hair. but you cant tell. poop.

we called the guy that breeds the cute puppies. he didnt answer or call us back. :(

dans not home. and im bored.


but i did buy another sims two expansion pack. open for business. it's fun so far. dan bought it for me. sweet heart. 




sjgjngrjndngo osfgsl oseofkm. sooooooooooooooooooo i guess dan and i arnt going to virginia. he has to work at the bar. ugh. so now i have a whole week of work off. and nothing to do. i still want to go away somewhere nice. i need to get away. dan and i. it would be nice. MA was nice, but we only went for one night. that sucked. i want to go away for a few nights. or just go somewhere fun for a day. like the six flags in new jersey. except it's not $26 to get in like darien lake, it's $63. no thanks.


im bored.

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[03 Aug 2006|10:17am]
1.) Put your music player on shuffle
2.) Press forward for each question.
3.) Use the song title as the answer to the question.
4.) NO CHEATING!!!

1.) How am I feeling today?
Island of the honest man- hot hot heat


2.) How will i feel getting married?
dont leave me- all american rejects

3.) What is my best friend's theme song?
emily, sing something sweet- bright eyes

4.) Highschool is...
breath on me- britney spears

5.) I am...
the 'feel good' revolution- bright eyes

6.) How is today?
steadier footing- death cab for cutie

7.) What is in store for this week?
gone- ben folds

8.) What song describes my parents?
love and war- rilo kiley

9.) How is my life going?
sparks- coldplay

10.) What song will they play at your funeral?
drop it like it's hot- snoop dogg

11.) How does the world see me?
dance dance- fall out boy

12.) My friends think ___ when they see me.
such great hights- iron and wine

13.) Work is like?
what sarah said- death cab for cutie

14.) This makes me happy....
Maneater - Nelly Furtado

15.) What should I do with my life?
strange and beautiful- aqualung

6.) I will be happy when...
california- phantom planet

17.) What is some good advice?
brand new colony- postal service

18.) What do I think my current theme song is?
whats another day- maria mena

19.) What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
roller coasters- blink 182

20.) The type of men/women i like are...
take me out- franz ferdinand

21.) How will you feel on your wedding day?
down in a rabbit hole- bright eyes

22.) What should I do with my love life?
screaming infidelities- dashboard confessional

23.) What will your neighborhood be like?
brick- ben folds

24.) What will your dying words be?
feel good inc- gorillaz

that was lame.
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[01 Aug 2006|12:41pm]

my ipod broke. :(

 

 

annnnnnnnnnnnnd thats about it.

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[26 Jul 2006|10:37am]
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